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Think!!

When i was young, naive me, always think things should work in "return form"! What you give should probably what you gonna get!

of course, that's really wrong!

When i was older, things are more lightly to be true and those realities, cruelly showed me how to fall.

When you study hard for coming exam doesn't mean you can get good result. You paid your student bill, there still a chance for you to get lousy lecturers. You treated your friends good, "non-appreciate" moments may always occur. and such and such and such...

Moreover, i learned a lesson; STOP simply pass things out.

Because the fact is, there is no way of return. People always think that what you did is compulsory for them to get it without any giving. However, when you stop "provide" them the "compulsory", guess what will happen then; You going to be bombard la.

What goes around come around...

I'm doing my job, are you?

Cheers

百年修来同船渡,千年修来共枕眠


看完“公主嫁到”,有一句话特别让我印象深刻。

“百年修来同船渡,千年修来共枕眠”

我们要修一百年,才可共渡同一艘船;如今你我是朋友,好朋友,知己,家人都是因为你我千年的因果。

缘 是可遇而不可求的东西,就象天上的流星一样,遇上了是彼此的幸运。

所以,无论是和我十年寒窗的同学还是相依相偎的伴侣,抑或车上路边相遇、人生旅 途中邂逅、或是网上相逢的朋友,哪怕一声招呼,一个微笑,一次搀扶,一会陪伴,都要好好对待,好好珍惜,学会感恩,不要轻易无礼怠慢。

人与人相遇,不是无 缘无故的。无论时间长短,总有一个故事,一份缘在里面。茫茫人海,芸芸众生,能相遇不易,能相识相知,彼此默 契,心心相印,更难。

缘来时,让我们彼此惜缘吧!哪怕短暂,如昙花一现,也算于有限的瞬间美丽地微笑过了。不要让彼此留下遗憾。一生中的朋友,许许多多,有近有远。近者,如身边的同事及亲友,也许常见面,没什么话可说,仅一声招呼,一个微笑,就已足够,就深感温情满怀;远者,如同学或网友,也许因为生活忙碌,不常联系,但路的距离不代表心的距离,不去电话,也不代表已经忘记。哪天突然相遇或偶尔提起,都是心中最感人的关怀,最动人的记忆。

缘来惜缘,缘去随缘。心态平和,敞开心扉你将无悔无怨!

妈爸儿女小泽和 iPhone

我姐的小宝贝终于赶到;也非常的健康!我姐终于荣升妈妈级;我也荣升了一级!在这期间,发觉亲情真的很珍贵。我姐说当他生小泽后哭了两次;一次是感动,第二次是因为他终于体谅到妈妈当年的辛苦!

我姐都说我妈最疼儿子(尤其是我弟),可是她错叻!

有一次我看到珍姐剥鸡蛋,我就去问他:
我:给我的哦?
珍姐:给你姐的!
我:哇,很疼你女儿喔,都不sek我了!
珍姐:我只有那么一个女儿,我会不疼他吗?
我:那你有两个男孩叻,你疼谁?
珍姐:你是我的大儿子,我不疼你疼谁?伟健是lai儿子,他又lai着我的心喔

当时我觉得很莫名的感动!可能这就叫做“血浓于水”吧!

然而看到我姐一路发疯的kacau着小泽;我就知道,妈妈真的很伟大!甚至伟大过爸爸!
每个人都说我妈,我姐是最疼我,我其实知道。也就是因为酱,我坏脾气蛮难顶一下!我妈说他的愿望是我可以孝顺两老,尤其是控制我的臭脾气。好,也算叻,慢慢来吧!

至少我家没教育我为“啃老族”;一路依靠两老!我妈再怎么疼我,也不会喂我吃饭到老;因为父母最大恩惠,就是看到儿子成长,不用每次依靠着他们!

问下你自己,做工了,有想过给些钱爸妈吗?如有,你真的很成功;如你说,我还有ptptn要还,自己都不够用,我就很歧视你。我知道一定有人不会回馈父母,那你也不用妄想你的下一代会报答你!我也为你父母感到伤感!

可是呢,我要和珍姐说sorry叻,因为我瞒住他,买了iPhone 4,哈哈!一定给他砍!可是真的爱不释手嘛!
再谈!!

Happy Exam Everyone

Stressed partially yet happily, now it’s HOLIDAY! To be more accurate, it’s actually the study weeks for the coming final exam. My first paper is on 14 September and the last paper is on 23 the same month. I’m gonna study more… Seriously.

Last few weeks I was busy with the assignments and also presentations. The assignments were okay as I at least could over the pass line (everyone got the same). But the presentations totally drove me crazy. The most critical tension came from the CSA.

My title was AJAX FABULOSO. Frankly, for a advertising project, it wasn’t very tough. But I put much pressure on myself as I wanted to make sure that my group presented effectively and hmmm… I guess it did.

Our part of the project was not bad, I could say. But I was kinda tension when I was picked as one of the presenters and the lecturers asked us to convert the presentation within 15 minutes. We were given only 15 minutes for the presentation. Huh! Okay, I tried my best. Thanks to my mates especially CT, he was like super fast that day.

Just right after those hectic presentations, we managed to go for some entertainments. Yes, it’s Coke Day, Hehe… I promised to myself that I wanna treat myself nice.

Friends and I went to Ipoh for dinner and movie as well. We having some tantalizing dinner at a Hong Kong restaurant *Ape name dia. Sorry, I forgot the exact restaurant name. It was bad, at least to Chew Yee Wei.

We stand on gravity. As we need to celebrate birthday with Jia Xian on the same day. Oh wait, I was totally spy that day. Chew Yee Wei saw her ex-boyfriend shopping with his current gf, she totally can’t accept it…lolz. Anyhow, the surprise didn’t bocor. I guess!

Then, we had to rush, for movie. We were watching “Grown Ups” by Adam Sandler, which was hilarious. We can’t stop laughing and it felt good to have bunch of besties plus a comedy.

Oh wait, where’s coke?

Yeah, we got second round, at our all time favourite, McDonald. Errrm, we just ordered cokes and one French fries which the gravity makes us sat there till 2 a.m. I always wonder why we got so many things to share. But that’s cool stuffs. It’s our last year right!

It may take a longer time for me to write the next post as I will focus more on my studies. See how then…lolz

Good Luck all and Cheers.

Love Mum


My beloved sister, Jecyca is going to give birth soon (probably next week). Im extremely nervous yet excited. Nah, i can sense that my parents too, they just didn't cakap je. Jia Jia~

According to my sister, her 'tummy' become very heavy and it brings her PAIN. Ouch, the moment i heard this, i was rubbing my little tummy as i can't imagine how pain it is.

My mum said that im not suppose to celebrate my birthday as i need to sibeh remember the PAIN i gave to my mum. Hence, every Feb 13th, i need to buy a cake and present not for myself, but for my mummy. She mentioned that daughter is always know their mother, as eventually, they will have their own kids and know how "PAIN" is it. Unfortunately, not for son.

For boy only play, shake his bon bon, tidur then girl pregnant. How lucky i am. lolz

My sister is one of the closest friends of mine, i sakit hati la when she pain, but no choice, my naughty nephew has to come to earth via that channel....haha

I strongly believe with his arrival, he will bring more love to my sister, to his family and to me.

I love you mummy, my sister, and all the women in the world. You all just gorgeous!

Blessed and be brave my dear sister,

and Cheers

Surprising Ken!

Now this is surprising! I just didn't know that my blog is sibeh popular (but now i know).

For your record, the blog is mine and for my thoughts. I didn't invite you to read it. But in case someone force u to la, i didn't mean to hurt u tho.

Remember, when talking about others, think about yourself 1st (Oops, im the evil too).

So, Cheers la

STRESSED is just DESSERTS



Yeah, don't really like it now. I think i'm over stress sometimes. (i even dream of applying theory and Ms.Ina talking about our Ajax Fabuloso, how wonderful is that!)

For theory, i fuck off for that, i'm just waiting for the evaluation form for me to revenge and de-stress. For Creative Strategy, thanks to Shrek Effect, seriously, its not fun. Everyone even can sex with people just to get the view (means v dying to get the view nia) ; so now u think is giving us fun, fun at the back, tension when progress.

My friends all gaotim edi. Ujit Pa even fall to sick (okay, saya pun sakit dua kali dah, giler~), siew become extraordinary diam (that what i noticed), Neeli become Mang Zhang, Lee Man become not polite, KaiXin become mean and bitchy (but i love it), ChaoTiong become more 'man' (keep scolding people), Yee Wei become impatient (and express via Twitter) Chubby become thinner (really?), LeeYee become barbie, Peter become....erm..erm..changeless, just still sei hao po. and other friends, all kisiao edi.

I think this is the greatest thing in Final Year ba. Because final year makes u all kisiao, and also mean that this is the last year i can see u ALL kisiao at the same time edi.

No stress people, No stress!

I always told my friends to "no stress" but im sibeh in stress. Diu..i really boshong. I dunwan to dream i kena kill by notes and books (i actually had one).

I love all of you (well, not all). But at least all on the above list, i love u all. Im old edi, and it's still bless to one chance in my life to know all of you, young people.

C'mon, i have some pictures show:

if u seriously need this, call me up; Let's break Utar (just joking utar, dun sue me!)
Please, i dont really want extra "Hairless SeeHouse" (oops, it's zebra) In our class nia!

Seriously think that its not good for your laptopThere are many, stressful than u, so CHILLED!

Muax so much to all. Let's have Coke's Day again! Hehe.

Cheers

长大吧!孩子

有一次,优吉在警局不到一百公尺的地方,被一位不良少年抢走了一条金项链。据报赶来的警察问他:“你被打枪的地方,就离警局那么近,你当时为何不大声喊救命呢?”
优吉答道:“因为,我怕一张开嘴巴,连我嘴里的五颗金牙,也会一起被抢啊!”

其实很多人,不就是经常面临这种明明可以“喊救命”,却因为顾虑某种因素,而自愿放弃“救缓”的机会,这些让自己乖乖“束手就擒”的因素,包括自尊,包括面子,包括名利。。。等等。

我们千万别为了顾全眼前看到的浮面事务,而轻易放弃可以让问题获得解决的机会,因为这只会让自己所面对的问题陷入更难解的情况。

最后一年的大学生活了,我们不久都会走进社会。我们千万别为了某种原因,而假装看不见问题的存在,这并不代表问题已解决。其实你只是将真正的问题掩盖起来,终有一天,你还要睁开眼睛来面对它。

趁着这最后一年,好好学,好好问。因为我不能保证你可以在这社会上不受伤害。

再谈

B.I.T.C.H.

My final year in UTAR surprise me alotzz! I have few lazy lecturers which i can't even know wth they mumbling about in class. I paid for 'self-study' in my first semester, i feel hopeless tho.

Another thing is (not surprise me), i really boshong fahai same class with me. He is so fake and sissy. he is the biggest gay ass i ever seen. Fake and fuck your own ass hole.

Oops, to obvious. nevermind, it's my blog.

and i met one laziest bitch i ever seen in my class. Such lazy bitch also can survive till now? You will notice people around you are getting sick with you. Not because of me, is because of your own PERSONALITY. Dont call up and ask whats have u did, i will not entertain your call anymore. Motherfucker.

Okay, you lazy bitch, I'm getting tired of this waterhead fuckaround that you're doing.

It's like the whole project got turned over to Vampires who live in Twilight movie...Me and my members seem to be the only person who's doing anything about getting this movie made. And you, if you don't help, stop stare and walk. Stop asking what you can help as you know you wont' help as you are the laziest Hannah Montana.

I do wish i made this very obvious, i really hate you now. Yes, not only me i guess. You sense it right, bitch. If you're that fucking free and bitchy, you should do what you need to do without disturb others. My last year is not your time to mess arond and it's not a place for your donkey bitch to report news on 8TV. So STOP BITCHY. IT'S NON OF YOUR BUSINESS!

I'm sick of hearing about 'ya lor, im also have many things to do'. You didn't realize you actually Paris Hilton which all eyes on you, and what you did at home it's just digging your nose and dreaming.

Yes, i would not invite anyone who annoy me for our next events. If i did invite you, means i'm in mood to chop your fucking hands off.

Not Cheers to you.

无聊的翻白眼

一天,一隻好色的小黑熊因閒得發荒而追逐著小白兔…

突然間,森林裡的精靈出現了,對小黑熊和小白兔說:「我可以達成你們三個願

望!」

好色的小黑熊於是興沖沖地搶著說:「我要這森林裡的所有熊都變成母的!」

換小白兔說:「我要一頂安全帽!」

精靈完成了牠們的心願。

小黑熊接著說他的第二個願望:「我要其他森林裡的熊也全都變成母的!」

小白兔則說:「我要一輛摩托車!」

同樣的,精靈也完成了牠們的願望。

小黑熊把最後的願望也想好了:「除了我以外,我要全世界的熊都變成母的!」

這時小白兔已把安全帽戴上,發動機車後,便說出牠的第三個願望~


「我希望那隻小黑熊是GAY!」

对某个人又开始反胃了,希望他能不打肿脸子冲胖子,要不然就会像黑熊般的下场

再谈

你在拽什么啊?

某个朋友得到了唱歌比赛的冠军。身为朋友的我们当然为他感到高兴;毕竟我们所有人都感到非常骄傲。

可是呢,朋友当中,当然有几颗老鼠屎!老鼠屎呢,看到就不是很爽咯~所有人的目光现在就落在赢家身上;而他呢?Sai就有。暂时没有人会注意到老鼠屎在做么,所谓“树大招风”,老鼠屎以前受了不少香火,现在没了,当然不爽,RIGHT?

老鼠屎开始假装看不见,听没有,当什么是都没发生过。不去恭喜赢家,也不向任何人提起。为了只是和朋友们打一个无意义的仗。

所谓打仗呢,就是:
朋友们说"恭喜",他就会说"也还好吧!"
朋友们说"好好听哦",他就会说"我更好吧!"
总之朋友们说什么,他就反什么!
"要酱么?" (Siew, 2009)

因为,结果不论你是输或赢,都会让自己觉得窝囊;因为,打输了,你会怪自己没用,就算你大赢了,也会把自己搞得狼狈不堪!

那为什么还要拽下去呢?

原因很简单,说穿了,还不是为了堵那一口咽不下去的气,但问题是,就算让你咽下去,又能怎样?就不能大方恭喜对方吗?

拽拽拽拽,拽个屁啊?

再谈!

New Semester- Final Year Sem One

Happy New Year everyone! (Erm, i realized i didn't wish you all via blog, so i plan to do this now)
Just because I'm finished my working life (intern consider work, at least for me), no one can have more anticipated feel than me to back to student's life. Definitely will gonna appreciate more as this year is our 3rd year, which means FINAL year. I often try to imagine what my life will look like by the end of the course. While, it's more clearer and nearer now. For many of us, we will have completed our final semester of college by the middle of 2011. Needless to say, we have an exciting year ahead of us!

Wow, this semester we will like "Night Safari"; few days of night class till 8pm and i think is okay for me, as i'm always flexi right. Nevertheless, my buddy Peter Goh can't handle this; he got dance class, piano class, yoga class, chess class, flash class, gym class, singing class and such. How can he fulfill all those time? It is crashing with all his classes. Bad Utar. Furthermore, my another buddy, Chubby, he is okay with the night class, but we got another 3days with EXTRA early classes; nah, when I'm saying "early", it's really early. 8a.m. Hey UTAR, Chubby is the one who fetch us to school, how can he wake up that early and fetch us? Damn, we sure skip class like makan nasi this time. lolz. Neeli and Siew them really need to help us sign the attendance list. (Oops, maybe they will skip the class tim)

What i'm really stress on this sem i need to deal with 5 subjects. Sudah biasa, tapi kali ini ada 3 subjects adalah 4credit hours. Really xian la. Classes started on Monday, and I am very excited about it as I'm finally back to Kampar and meet my lovely course mates.

"It's time to try defying gravity; Enjoy our final year my friends."

Cheers.

Message from your Leader Friend

When I’m becoming older, I realized that being the eldest in your group is one thousand and thousand times not good.

It's stereotype thinking that eldest should be leader, LAME!

I’m so tire to be a LEADER, Person in charge, Decision Maker all the time within the group. Hey, I got my own life. The purpose of my life was not just spoon feed u all. Being a mature kid (I’m using “kid” here), u guys have to live your own life. Be independents as you are a MAN. Be confident as you are strong LADY. There’s unnecessary for me to teach you this lesson of life.

It's doesn't mean that I don’t like to be leader; but if you want me to in charge, kindly shut your fucking mouth and stop complaint. If you are that strong, step out and challenge. I LOVE feedbacks and comments but NO complaints. If you are kind enough to volunteer yourself in helping me, such as some of my GENTLE friends, I’m always welcome and appreciate. I will remember in deep of my heart. Besides, for those who just sit there, slap slap their asses, no performance and fully-depends on us, I also will remember your bad ass. That’s showed me how useless you are. Definitely I will APPRECIATE having friends like you.

Do you know what the meaning of FRIEND is?

Friend is someone who tendency to desire what is the best for the other and feel sympathy and empathy for others, having mutual understanding and compassion. Not selfish and unwilling.

Like my intern’s boss always said:
With zero knowledge, zero performance, zero attitude, zero initiative, zero image; You are totally =Pok Kai Fellow

And I will not make friend with Pok Kai Fellow, I noticed some in the group which I definitely will lost their contact number purposely just to avoid them.

Be who you are. If you are others' friend, learn to be a real FRIENDS.

Cheers

When Disneyland is never too far away

When i was a kid, i used to heard this narration from all Disney's video:

A long long time ago, in the faraway land, legend tells an extraordinary tale and courage and friendship...


blah blah blah!

What a wonderful thing if i could meet Mickey and Minnie in person...and of course my all time favourite----Donald Duck.

Well, this year will never be the same for me. Instead of just dreaming to visit Disneyland, i will on a special trip, just for me to fulfill my Disney Dream before school starts.

Yes, IM GOING TO DISNEYLAND.

After the fruitful internship, this is the best time to give me a break without KitKat. I will fly to Hong Kong early of this May. I couldn't be more excited.

No worries, i will tell you all about it and share photos when i return!

Cheers.

Intern-Song

Now Listening
Justin Bieber is only 16 years old, he sound stupid when he sing; looks immature in video; dress like some kind of popular stuff in century....But, i love his Baby (It's click-able, download here).

I always easily control by this type of cultural industry which involve music and song. Every song, to me, represent every moment that i been pass through. I guess this is my intern-song (and my chicken gang like it too), we used to dance with it all day in the office...it was fun and good.

Im not the one who will purposely write a blog to compliment a song (not other than Britney's), but this song might bring good memory to me. I know i wont buy his album (sorry justin), but i will definitely recommend this song to others.

As I’m blogging about Music, I apparently kinda miss that life.

Download the song if you have time! It’s totally worth your time. More than enough.

That’s all for now.

Cheers.

....Bad Day

13 of March 2010....i have a very bad day.

Here's the rundown:

Case One: It's my 2nd week i work for 7days and bosses seems like not appreciate at all....ciu~

Case Two: Waiting for my colleague at Bandar Tasik Selatan for 45minutes....and punctual people like me, really sibeh tulan others late lor....xuan~ I give him face, so i keep my temper in my tummy.


Then....

Case Three: Road jam till die...where those fucking car come from? It was a saturday morning and what the fuck you guys doing in this early morning? Diu, go back sleep la....

After that....

Case Four: Sibeh sleepy in the booth...(oh yeah, it was education fair at Mid Valley) and i still need to entertain like usual.

Case Five: I was busy till forgot my lunch time. and when i realised it, my boss not allow me go makan, WTF!!! I was hungry till i cant stand properly....then, luckily someone bought McD for me, and guess what, i need to share the french fries and coke with another people. Imagine you as hunger as a lion and you still need to share your meat to your friend...WTF, brainless....Xuan~ Besides, i need to eat at my booth which all people were staring at me like i was a lion eating in the zoo....

Case Six: Late off...(like usual)

Case Seven: Car borrow to friend edi, had to take KTM and taxi back....Zai~

Case Eight: At KTM, went to the wrong side and waste my 15 minutes by waiting another train.

Case Nine: When reach the destination, realized i bought the wrong ticket....and i had to pay extra RM1 for replacement. And most importantly, i need to "Ngor" by the ticket people, dulan~

Case Ten: When i need to interchange the Star Line at Chan Sow Lin, whole LRT train that i took was stop and jam...all passengers need to get out from the train and wait for another train....But fortunate the train to Ampang is okay.


....and i guess my bad luck edi left at the Chan Sow Lin train, so no need worry, i think 2molo will be much more better....lol


Cheers.

Saya Nak Holiday~

"Good Morning, Inter-Excel, How may i help You?"

YES....im good~

In the present, i can fight tons of marketing people with my ass
just to survive in my intern.

Mama Mia....the intern is HASH and DRY!


Tons of burdens are on our shoulder, im using OUR now as i know that's not only me who suffer the pain ya~

When some people are keep on showing off how great their intern is; i am just don't give a DAMN la...(Anyhow, showing off is their own job isn't it?) What point you stress up yourself and pretend that you are happy?

Im STRESS, no doubt...well, because im a human (or you think im a GOD); i stress up untill my hair non-stop falling! The situation is almost like "someone"...(well, not that serious also lar)

God Damn it, CNY holiday passed rocket-ly ...and i was wondering what i did during the holidays! Sleep? Eat? OC? Nah, i cant remember as it too damn FAST!

But no worry, intern is going to end....

and March, my intern will super duper busy till my pants drop. Thousand of education fairs i need to attend, million of students i need to entertain, billion miles i need to travel, and still....only 2 BIG bosses i need to serve with~

I've been working 7days last week....

erm, lets me see....this week as well

and...

Next week ALSO...!

oh no...i have no holiday in March la....im really sibeh busy la....

i know more busy u are, the faster the time pass....nevertheless....

Saya Nak Cuti la~

Jia You my friends....we are there soon....

Cheers

When Intern is not suppose to be Intern

Cannot deny, internships are important to your growth and development as an individual and a professional! That internships are great for gaining real-life work experience!


What i failed to mention, however, is that in reality sometimes...
SOMETIMES
...internships don't always have the fabulous outcome you were hoping for.

Whether you realize you didn't like the job/career/field, you and the boss man did not get along, or perhaps you're like me, and you just set your expectations a little to high. The truth: sometimes internships just aren't what you were looking for.

I love my interns...Sometimes (especially when road show with free hotel and meals and transport)
However,
I hate my interns....Also (especially deal with boss, indescribably tension)

Anyhow, i do enjoy sometime and get to know some new friends, new experiences, and pride (As all students and family think im steward...wahahaha)

I miss you, all my classmates...i miss Kampar too. Maybe what my boss said is right : Im going to kiss the ground when i step back to Kampar....Hallelujah.

Cheers