A Secret

I used to claim that I’m tough. But… Damn!! My immune system sucks nowadays. Since I have stopped badminton for around one year, I do no sports seriously, excluding some push-ups and sit-ups. My poor badminton rackets. Blaming on the weathers, I easily get tired and fall sick. I wonder how I can get STRONGER. Perhaps, I should gain some weights.

Pressure overloaded. My assignments and the never-ending presentation and mid-term. And my Final (Especially AV,EMC and PRW)… I’m 100% worried.

Burning the midnight oil ain’t really my life style la.. But I did burn a lot needlessly as I was addicted to the cartoons. Damn...Is that right? I had finished a lot of cartoons; in fact, I got my swollen eyes in the next mornings. Let me name them!! Shinchan, Ninja Hamtaro, Conan, Inuyashya, beauty and the beast, Aladdin (Again) and such!

Oh well… I thought I was a serious man. I thought I didn’t have to worry what my future would be. And I thought I could make people happy.

But… I was wrong.

I’m fragile and sorry to myself and my parents and my brother and sister and my dear friends for being so childish always. Days and nights, I find a way to grow up faster and become a better man. In the end, I’m big outside but tiny inside. I’m not as good as I think I am. Getting out of control is already a typical case. Is everyone same to me?? I wonder.

Cheers.