To FRIENDS

Now, nothing has/would happen in the sense that I'd cut anyone out of my life who's currently in it.

But I still find those moments of, "Arghhh, why?! Why are you being fake to that person when you just said you don't like them?! Why did you end up doing something you'd just been talking shit on!?!"

I. Don't. Get. It.

If I don't like you? I'm not going to call you. I'm not going to fucking facebook you with a compliment I don't mean and I'm not going to invite you out with me. Isn't that much more honest? No? Yes?

And You, what makes you feel that I should put you in my some sort of ‘Best Friend’s List’? What for I putting someone who I dislike and torturing my mind. What a perfect time I went through one of the Moral theory ‘egoism’ and I was thinking that the theory is suck yet selfish, however, its suite me in this case man. I should know how to apply it in my god damn life.

God, if I felt that way about someone I would never, ever behave that way. Why would you want to show your weaknesses so blatantly? Look so childish? Grow up, work on your own art and stop obsessing over me or whoever else you're trying to harass.

I just don't understand cruel behaviour. Especially as I get older. Buddies and girlfriends are so important. It's important to invest time and loyalty to the friendships you have. There's just too many catty bitches out there. I think it's important to check in on your friends and ask how they are, look out for them. And support them. No pretence, no backhanded bullshit.

Lord knows none of us are perfect.

I'm frustrated. Sometimes I think maybe I'm too loyal and too passionate for my own good.

Cheers